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Connection

Travelling through the journey of love
moment by moment with you
Shinning a light into my soul
Opening my eyes to that which I can control
My resistance, my ego, and my pride
Guiding me through that which I choose to hide
Face to face, through the darkness your words illuminate
The life I have been living in fear with an inevitable fate
Your love and wisdom open infinite doors in my mind
A precious gift I have been given
The answers I have been relentlessly searching to find
I open the door and take a step in
No longer blind to the power of my being
Your stand for my greatness allows me to see
The extraordinary woman I was afraid to be
With courage and honor I now take a stand
Comfortable in my skin
Loving who I am

A Profound Lesson From My Master

I asked my Master Two Questions:

What is my greatest strength?
"Your greatest strength is your being teachable".

What is my greatest weakness?
"Your greatest weakness is your pride, and anything else that interfers with your teachability".

This profound lesson has altered my perception, and my life. That which I resist is a result of my choice in being in pride, and that which I welcome is a choice of being teachable.

Young Grasshopper

Opening my eyes standing in the abyss of all that I do not know
Seeing the grand picture, the structure of our global show
Information seeping through the human chain
Life is a game
Some are playing it big, and others are playing is small
A trap in which I chose to not fall
An eternal student of life travelling through the inquiry of the illusion of reality
Facing the mirror that illuminates all that I have made significant
I now create who I choose to be
Free
I unlock the chains of my ignorance and pride
I am an open channel
I am a child released from the prison of my adult mind
A magnificent light shines
A rebirth to all that I have been blind

The Limitations of Standards and Ideals

Through the narrow corridors of standards and ideals, that which is available is limited. The drive to constantly look good in the eyes of others is what I have come to realize I have been governed by my whole life. It has dawned on me that I have become an ideal child, one that produces all kinds of results to make my parents, friends, and community happy. I take full responsiblity for forming into that child, and now I get the constraints that seem real yet are unreal are a result of living up to the expectations of others. I get clearly that this conversation only exists in my mind, yet I also get that I have been living my whole life in the "looking good", and "pleasing others". Now more than ever I am aware that human beings have been separating themselves from one another, by the premise that we are all different from each other; one better than another. However, nothing separates you from me, in fact we are ONE entity; so if I choose to hate you, judge you, harm you or resist you I am actually doing all that to my self; resisting that which I am. Resistance = Persistence.

Who I am is Love beyond differences, love beyond the ideals, and surely love beyond that which seems "right". I invite you to take this possibility on, and create a ripple effect with me throughout the world. Let's create PEACE by being LOVE, accepting ALL THAT WE ARE and ALL THAT WE ARE NOT.

The Justification of My Fears

I have been in the abyss of the possibilities of my dream existing as a reality, and within this sea of possiblities I have come to discover that being my dream takes being COURAGEOUS. Acknowledging my fears and acting on them in each and every single moment. It is what I awake for everyday, the dream of being a renowned actor. I hear what the voice in your head may be saying right now as you read these words, my voice was saying it too. The voice within was saying things like "That's a pretty shallow desire", "What will you be contributing to the world?", "Well, you know Adi that's really superficial, it's just your ego wanting attention", "You know not many actors make it", "Do you really want to be another starving actor?", and last but definetly not least "Just make some money first, and once you got it together, ahh then pursue your dreams". I am sure you get the point by now. All I did in my head was justify my fears, all I did was live a life governed by circumstance, the what if's, whens, and the someday I will... I have come to realize that living by circumstance is completely POWERLESS. Furthermore, the pay off of living according to the justification of my fears is avoiding being present & alive; which leaves me in pain and suffering that I cannot escape. The empty feeling that cannot be explained but only felt. I realize now that I am not doing any justice to the world by playing it small and not fulfilling my purpose; nor am I honoring my word to myself to being a powerful, committed, courages, fully self-expressed human being that is making a difference that makes a difference in the world.
All I am saying is that all I have is right NOW, and all you have is right NOW to be your dream, to sing the song of your spirit, to share your life with others, and to be the expression of love. SEIZE the moment, the NOW, and don't wait for tomorrow, or next year, or that someday to be your passionate burning desire that's flaming within. I declare here and now that I am making the choice of living a created life in which I live my dream every day until it becomes my ultimate reality, and by doing so my light will set a flame all the others that have been hiding from brightening up our world.
Anything you want is possible, whatever that dream may be somewhere along the line a fear blocked you from pursuing your purpose. I am training my mind to break through my fears that I have collected throughout my life, I am letting each one go everyday and everyday I am a step closer to living a powerful life that I love.
Tomorrow may never come, so what have you accomplished today in making your dreams a reality?

Insights Through My Participation in the Landmark Forum

Opening the doors of my mind,
the answers that persisted I no longer seek to find
Ease and peace have engulfed my being
I no longer attach to that which has no meaning
Openess within, a vast space has been cleared
No longer in suffering, the pain has disappeared
Now and every second I create that which I desire
Commited and devoted to inspire
Living every moment in the power of my being
Creating possibilities without any fear
Everyday I awake
Every day life tries to make me break
Not giving in, I will not surrender
I stand here with vindication to make a difference that lasts forever
Transformation for one, transformation for all
I am a being with purpose I will not fall




Copyright © 2005, Adi Tamam.

Here I am.